Whole December

After giving birth to my 3.57kg precious princess on nov 28 2010, had rest for a month. She's now a month and 3 days old. She had her loudest cry and loudest laughter on the same day, 11dec2010. She laugh in the morning inside my mum's room and cried at tiong bahru clinic when this poor girl had to put a tube thru her nose to clear her throat and nose. She getting better now but acting like a koala bear now. Must hug onto people then will sleep soundly. Great! Going to start work in 1 more day time, who will be the tree for her? I can only spend more time with her now. "Good" countdown to 2011 at home.
But I had a great BBQ and meetups with my lovely bunch of secondary friends. Haven't had step into playground and chill out for such a long time, it's awesome. Should have more of these meeting seriously.
New year eve with jasmine. Slacking is all we do.


The distance in-between, we're so near yet it's still the furthest distance ever since the begaining. The topic between us is just concerning of one. The gap, the feeling; gone.
How to mend it? Things broken is still possible to mend, what about feelings?